Did I mention that I had this strange habit of wearing berets? That day I had a green one.
COLLECTION DETAILS: One white, [I always wanted to be a sailor] one black [I thought I looked like a gogo boy] and the green one with white stripes [Maybe, I wanted to look like a soldier and be on the cover of Época]
FACT: Every queer has a thing for men in uniforms. Who has never dreamed of soldiers, police officers, firefighters, sailors… [I just wanted to get their attention]
The first man I went to bed with [I didn't have sex, but that's another story] wasn't the fetish type. [Does anyone have a thing for a journalist?]
FLASHBACK: Once my uncle let me use his laptop and I couldn't resist, I went to a porn site. Later, he found out that I had seen a gay film [Sex between Soldiers] and told my mother. [It's kind of uncomfortable remembering this, I feel like crying]
I met Michel during a Montage show. It was a very sunny Wednesday, a public holiday. He took photos of the singer with so much enthusiasm that I started to pay attention, in fact, I paid so much attention that I don't know if he was able to concentrate.
When the show ended, I was getting ready to leave, when he pulled me into the corner and kissed me. It was a new event for me. [I think I attracted more attention than I do today, I looked centered and didn't wear makeup]
If my mother is reading this, you already know… She will agree with everything and say that I need to change.
– Son, you put on a lot of makeup, you look like a clown.
I don't know why, but I preferred not to extend the conversation with the young man, who was undoubtedly older than me and had some tattoos on his body. But, I took his phone number. I thought it would be cool if we saw each other again.
NOTE: Any similarity between Michel and someone you know is purely coincidental.
