Popular and with the appearance of a catcher, Antonio was a success in his neighborhood from an early age. At the beginning of his adolescence he was a lot of work for his mother, Dona Sônia, known by her neighbors for her delicious delicacies that she prepared in her home and invited them to tasting sessions.
Between a roulade and a dessert served to his neighbors, Antonio got friendly with some of Sônia's friends' daughters and this often caused huge confusion, because he was only 12, 13 years old and at that time he kissed 15-year-old girls, 16, sometimes 18 years old. His body type made him look like a handsome 17, 18 year old boy.
It was at this time that Antonio not only picked up his mother's friends' daughters, but also began attending parties thrown by his friends in the neighborhood and also from his high school class. He hadn't gotten there yet, but he was already infiltrated among the elders.
The summer of 84 promised. Antonio was happy with his vacation in Bahia, with his parents, and was already thinking about Carnival. His friends couldn't stop making plans about who they would kiss, where they would jump and how they would dress. The montage was very present at the dances and Antonio didn't want to be left out. Even at 14 years old, he was already very smart and cool for his age.
The meat festival has begun. On the first night Antonio decided to go to a party thrown by people from his school's student union. He put on a Superman costume and went. He drank a lot and arrived home with the sun shining and Dona Sônia nervous, with the coffee and the sermon ready to welcome him.
But Antonio was a good son, who despite his nocturnal adventures and with the neighbors, never created serious problems at home, in addition to being dedicated and a good student, which is why his mother's anger was diluted in the smile and hug he received when the boy arrived home.
It was the following night that Roberto, son of Dona Ana, a neighbor five houses away from his, invited Antonio to a party promoted by the varzea football team. Although he didn't attend the games, Antonio was loved by everyone. And, of course, he accepted. This time he decided to wear a pharaoh outfit and took a lot of confetti and streamers.
The party was close to his house, so he walked. She waited for Roberto to pass so they could go together and even though they weren't that close to each other, when they met, it was always pleasant and they had a lot of conversation in common. The two loved talking about game releases. Dona Sônia also liked their friendship, especially because he was the son of one of her best friends.
During the party the two kissed every girl they could. It was a phase of total liberation, but there was almost no sex. People drank a lot, danced, had fun and kissed as much as possible, but these young people rarely fulfilled any of their sexual fantasies.
Antonio was in a phase of boiling hormones. He felt horny for everything and everyone, he got excited just by looking. But sometimes his excitement wasn't just with the girls. He had already found himself thinking about his friends during his constant solitary jerk off sessions. He was a little embarrassed to participate in collective handjobs, even though he really wanted to.
But it was on that Sunday morning, after a great night out, that Antonio decided to fulfill one of his fantasies, after all it was Carnival. The meat festival. Where everything can, where everything happens. He chose that night to, between one drink and another, give his friend Roberto a squeeze, who at no point seemed unhappy with the situation. He wanted to try Roberto, who sometimes burst into masturbatory thoughts.
He invited Roberto to sleep at his house. Roberto still questioned the fact that they lived so close and there was no obstacle for him to leave alone, but Antonio insisted a little and he ended up giving in, under the arguments that the next day they could spend a few hours in front of the video game.
Antonio arrived home with Roberto. Dona Sônia, who always woke up early, was already waiting for her son. When she saw him arriving in company, she wasn't surprised and even asked if Roberto had gone to the cafe, but Antonio explained that he was actually going to sleep there, so they could enjoy the new games he had bought. The friends had coffee and went to their room.
Dona Sônia continued with her household chores in silence so as not to disturb the boys' sleep. Antonio went to take a shower and Roberto waited outside. He wanted to satisfy his desire to kiss a boy and the invitation for his friend to sleep over at his house was purely intentional. Antonio didn't have the courage to invite him to take a shower, even though he was so horny. It would be an overdose of wishes fulfilled. Not just kissing a boy, but touching, feeling the body, the skin. Fear spoke louder and they went to sleep.
A few minutes after they lay down, Antonio in his bed and Roberto on a mattress on the floor, the host told Roberto to lie down with him on the bed, which was more comfortable. Roberto still said it was good there, but gave in on the second invitation. The two were lying in the same bed.
Antonio didn't think about the possibility of his mother entering the room, even because it wasn't her habit to do that. Antonio placed his leg against his friend's, who did not hesitate to touch him. He moved his leg, felt his friend. Roberto was silent and static, but already excited. They were both excited.
Antonio decided to attack and touched his friend's lips. He did not say anything. He just received Antonio's mouth and they began the long-awaited exchange of saliva. Antonio was loving it and his excitement was evident. Roberto, a little more shy, tried not to show his erection, but Antonio went straight, with his skilled hands, to check it.
While they kissed and caressed each other, Dona Sônia, worried about her dirty clothes, entered the room and when she opened the door she saw a scene she never expected to see. Her son kissing another boy. She remained static, without action and the light that came through the window revealed exactly what was happening. The three remained motionless, without reacting.
Roberto couldn't bear the silence, he got up and left the room. Dona Sônia screamed for him to come back, but the boy took his clothes, changed in the hallway bathroom and left, leaving Antonio with his furious mother. Dona Sônia didn't hit, she didn't swear, she just said in a loud and clear tone: "get enough sleep and get over that drunkenness, because we're going to talk." But that conversation never happened. At least not for the next thirty years.
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